Here's to you

So I've come to a realization lately. 

This needs to change. 

I started this because I am a writer. I was born, raised and continue to learn as a writer and I need to get back to the simplicity of that. 

I am trained to be a professional writer. I can write for an audience. I can please my readers. 

But thats not what this was supposed to be about. 

I have enjoyed having a readership and seeing the number of post views climb throughout my pregnancy posts and, now, my updates on Jack. 

But this isn't for you. 

This is for my family. 

This is for me. 

This is for Jack to know his mama better. 

This is to remember my journey and who we used to be five years down the road. 

I have found myself wanting to write in length about the way Jack rubs his eyes when he's sleepy or the way his smile breaks my heart wide open, but haven't because it might be too mushy or too unconnected for you. 

But those are the things I need to remember. 

I need to remember how hard the first week was after we brought our baby home. I need to remember the little things that make me swoon all over again for my husband. I need to write about my dad. I need to write about the words I hear that make me remember the core of myself. 

So things will be changing around here. I may not write for a while, I may write every day. I will write more personally. I will write more unhindered. I will not post new links to Facebook or Twitter. I will not write for you. 

I am so very excited for this change and to get back to the basics. To be simpler and more honest. 

Please do continue to check in from time to time about what's going on with us. You will just find less commercial postings. 

One blog that would love new followers is my sister's photography blog - A Little Pause. Check it out. She does amazing work that shows who she is and what she loves through photos. 

I hope you all have a great summer and are spending it with those you love most. We sure are. 

xoxo, 

-e